it goes like this,
wake up early, go back to bed to fall back into whatever dreaming i was having
enjoy the dream
really wake up, scramble myself into blue jeans and a black top and look for socks,
look for fruit and or vegetables, find gluten instead
hop on bike, ride fast downtown
work at the office, return phone calls and repeat office tasks,
tell volunteers they are doing a good job
go to the library, read love stories
back to work, til the beer whistle blows,
bike home. sometimes go to various meetings, sometimes not,
read a bit, eat a bit, watch a bit,
Go to sleep.
This continues throughout my week, what changes is that I sometimes find fruit in the morning
towards the end of the week I am thinking of the two days off, in which i do various things;
like I think about going out, I go out, I go to a show, drink 4 beers, or I drink more, have a hangover with megover, think about doing art projects and sewing my jeans but don't
Go to sleep, wake up and go back to sleep to keep dreaming
The pattern is changing now because now it is raining, and in the mornings I am very wet
The pattern is leading me to believe that I am unsatisfied and unmotivated by the things I am doing and what is happening around me, so,
I am going to break the pattern that I am in
on a Morning that I am wet
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