The Graduate

So I watched the Graduate lastnight for the first time. hadn't seen it, thought of getting work post graduation and I saw the film at the library and pulled it off the shelf. I love the library so much. I check out tons of comics from there now. They have a great collection, tons of stuff from fantagraphics. Today the alarm wasn't heard, I went to school and forgot my locker combo and I needed shit out of it so i didn't go to class. Kind of dumb cause I always go to class, and I just didn't for some reason. I couldn't really. I find myself looking forward to dreams a lot to (see toasters entry below). even the bad ones are sometimes better than waking life. It's easy to get in routines and become come totally blank to amazing things that lay on the outside. Drinking more tea and eating less kind of pulled me out of my mundane for a while. When I was really sick this past week I kind of felt the healthist and most intrested in life cause I was taking good care of my body. Why is this so hard to do? why is it so hard to encourage other people to do this? why does it feel dumb a lot of the time?