meeting notes

--department asked to review cases if people been on G-AU for 12 months

1. still eligible?
2. current model
3. look at G-AX?
4. skepticism, cutey old man no wedding ring oooo

Ten Additional SSI Facilitators

everyone in the room does have one, a wedding ring, and i don't want one this is an incredibly boring meeting and the lady next to me keeps looking at my crewchainsaw and frowning

$18 million reduction how are these savings being me, save 4 million dollars

I am often dreaming of things I'd (recognize) really like to experience in real life and I'm not sure if they are considered to be lucid or not.


I remember a conversation I had with meg in which we sort of recognized us growing up, like actually, and I know (have known) that I can no longer do the routine of drink, show, drink, party, repeat because my eyes close heavier each time and stomach isn't in it, not even close to in it.

And look at right now! I am sitting in a very grown-up meeting with grownups about policy and budget cuts and I'm so bored by their ties and blouses and shiny gold wedding bands that I'm taking notes on my desires for some kind of intimacy, the appropriate kind --

this intimacy is

1. not found at parties, and;
2. not found at meetings, so then;
3. where is it found?
   

What does one do when one has gone out in her world to find out new ways of loving and succeeds, in part, at having a relationship that is not heteronormativeish, but fails at being with the right person? How much time do we spend on reflecting on the fails/wins before we figure out how to weigh these lessons learned and move on from a grayish area? These are two unique problems -- the acceptance of growing older and my relationships to people changing based on that AND the notgivingup on doing thinking and acting on relationships in a different way.

Well I bailed on the grownup meeting so I guess some things are the same