Been down with the sickness.

it's no fun being sick with a stressful schedual and insomnia. The days start to be dominated by the heavy static of worry and torment. It feels like nothing is worthwhile. Is it selfish to be down in the dumps? probably. Today all I did was drink hot water and clean. It feels weird to not socialize. It feels weird to write. Anyways I hope I see you all soon in real life.