Maybe it is because I am still a teenager and I still have "Teenage Angst". Maybe my biochemistry is fighting against what I know in my head to be true and I cannot help but to be full of rage until the 31st of December when I will become a real grownup and find true happiness and fulfillment.
And Maybe there is just something deep in my psyche I am unaware of, something that is causing all my angst, maybe I need counseling, maybe I need to be hypnotized and I will go back in time to that place in third grade that damaged me forever that I henceforth blocked off from my mind and never thought about until that day in psychotherapy when it becomes quite clear and I cope and move on and live happily ever after.
Maybe I am not getting enough fruits and vegetables-exercise? Good nights sleep??!?
Maybe summer is driving me crazy with my lack of being productive or active or any happy medium
Uh, there has got to be something. Something that makes it so all that brings me happiness is planning and musicals. And maybe someday we will find that out but I guess until then, you may find me in the dug-out. Rocking out with Hairspray and an EvergreenStateCollege class catalog (and accompanying notes).
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