Why do I work at this Jewish Camp when I have study money?
Why do I wait for something to happen for me in Olympia?
Why do I subsume to countless instances of repression in my life and mind?
Why am I frustrated?
Why does being interested and Happy take so much energy?
Why can't I pick up and leave for a while?
Why would it still be the same once I got back?
Have I grown up? Is this what it feels like? being responsible to something or someone; only you can't figure out exactly who/what it is...
feeling guilty is dumb. feeling free comes easy on a friday night surrounded by buddies. roll on buddy.
But today Logan and I walked around and put up stickers in the daylight and it was good. It's fun to do things while it's sunny for all to see and be confused by.
off to work soon; first a cup of something. equal parts coffee and whiskey. I'm already tired.
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iev got a lot of answers but itll have to wait for now- papa j and tovah left me behind while they whitewater raft through alaska, im using papadollarz to surf the net but im surely gonna get yelled at for it
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