Ricky don't feel.

Today I got the pancakes at New Moon Cafe for the first time. They had Blackberries in them. It is weird that I was trying to be a vegan again, and then I went to the reef with Meg and had a puke-out and veganism slipped through the cracks.  I feel like I need to have another go at it, it was part of my life for so long I can't just let go of it because I have been a little depressed for a few days. The puke-out was fun though, only I have a sickness now that I am fighting. I was on my way to go buy some oranges when sarahstacy came running up behind me and wanted to go to breakfast. So the orange money is gone. But that's okay, I got tea that can be the cure. I really enjoy those little books at new moon were you are supposed to write your secrets. Yesterday in class a fellow who graduated from evergreen showed pictures he had taken in Iraq and elsewhere around the globe. He had zip off pants. That was probably the best part of his church-like presentation. 

"I mean, I'm not out to please anybody." 

I am wanting to go back to the medical study: 1)I am almost broke. 2) I would be doing the same-thing there that I am doing now (laying around) 3) I would be able to hangout with people I will never see again but will think about for years to come. 4) I need a fucking retreat. 5) No opinions necessary. 6) Bad attitudes encouraged. 7) Don't have to talk when the timing's wrong . 8) Can blog about it.