Pre-Halloween Advice.

In thinking about being alone and depressed there is a retreat available. A cozy nest that protects from all forms of campus frustration and hatred. When I am at school there are many people I don’t want to hear speak, there are many people I don’t want to see. In short, I want no sense of community with much of the people I come into contact with. This is because I am depressed, and thus alone. It is possible that if I changed my outlook on life this would not be th case. I might even begining reshearch to improve my chances. But I don’t and haven’t. Thankfully there is another way…

Find your inner-crew.

This can be done in a variety of different ways. (beer shot gunning, beer bonging, sibling rivalry practice, fights, ect.) The big thing is to not lose focus of the fact that friends are community to. And it’s time to crew up.

Cloudy Again.

Woke up and I am glad to see a bit of overcast skies finding their way into the funky little downtown. I am drinking camomile tea and it smells like cat pee for some reason. I guess it tastes kind of funny as well. I will be at vita today from 12 to 2:30. I hope to see some familiar faces.   

Mission: PRANK CALL KINNY UNDERWAY.

Call today.

no scoot no

i am not happy about that picture, it looks like a lumpy potato face. i'll blog again when I see some changes around these parts. in the meantime i am going to the hotsprings to wash and soak or whatever. ps scoot you never came to get your hair cuts. i don't know what this means.

arizona 4 kix?

Turkey and Me.

The Butchering truth:

This was my right-of-passage moment. Do i regret it? maybe. Was it all it was cracked up to be? more than anything I have done before.

Going going Gone

One must be careful with sprocket and full throttle,
motion so productive and force-filled may thrust you too far into time and space and action

Ricky don't feel.

Today I got the pancakes at New Moon Cafe for the first time. They had Blackberries in them. It is weird that I was trying to be a vegan again, and then I went to the reef with Meg and had a puke-out and veganism slipped through the cracks.  I feel like I need to have another go at it, it was part of my life for so long I can't just let go of it because I have been a little depressed for a few days. The puke-out was fun though, only I have a sickness now that I am fighting. I was on my way to go buy some oranges when sarahstacy came running up behind me and wanted to go to breakfast. So the orange money is gone. But that's okay, I got tea that can be the cure. I really enjoy those little books at new moon were you are supposed to write your secrets. Yesterday in class a fellow who graduated from evergreen showed pictures he had taken in Iraq and elsewhere around the globe. He had zip off pants. That was probably the best part of his church-like presentation. 

"I mean, I'm not out to please anybody." 

I am wanting to go back to the medical study: 1)I am almost broke. 2) I would be doing the same-thing there that I am doing now (laying around) 3) I would be able to hangout with people I will never see again but will think about for years to come. 4) I need a fucking retreat. 5) No opinions necessary. 6) Bad attitudes encouraged. 7) Don't have to talk when the timing's wrong . 8) Can blog about it.  

time to switch slacking into sprocketing:

So we have been rather heartless in our recent dedication to the blog. I am sad to see that it has come to this and I hope that there will be some sort of effort twoards it's revival. I skipped philosophy class today, bad knews for this early in the quarter. But I did need to soak in the bath and bed with a brain full of highschool nostaliga.